my life.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

what i want. i wanna fly. heh. i wanna go to the zoo and the beach. getting a lil darker sounds good too. i wanna catch up wid all the people i drifted away coz of the sickening promos. i wanna lie on the field again and watch the moon, but this time, littered with stars. i wanna stop the frequent recurring irritating headaches that are tiring me out. i wanna smile. i wanna play pingpong. i wanna excercise. i wanna eat chocolates and yet stop getting fat. i wanna go to the zoo. i wanna watch the musical. i wanna visit the singapore river again. i wanna do stupid retarded things. i wanna sing and shout and laugh and (sigh) hahaha. i wanna have fun.i wanna learn guitar from you. i wanna study out too! i wanna play. i wanna run in sch at the track when its dark. i wanna sleep at the specs gall. i wanna spend one night in school. i wanna watch the clouds.

i dunwanna spend my time alone.

so many "i wannas"

hmz. how many of these things will actually be done.

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 11:22 PM | (0) comments

i love mnm's i love chocolate i love stuff that make you go high i love stuff that make u happy!

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

haha. din go school today.. too tired. project work is really screwing up my studying plans! slept at 3 just to finish up my part of the work.. it wasnt even the article itself!! oh well. i woke up at 1plus today only to realize that school had actually ended =)

just finished my essay on conformity though.. made me wonder IF i am my real self. what had shaped my values and which of my values actually changed thoughout this 17 years of my life.. if i had lived alone on earth.. would i be prancing arnd talking to the flowers and trees and birds.. or would i like just sit and lament? blahz. dun think so much.. think of promos first. yeah, than again, pple are all so caught up with the things arnd them that they fail to realize the more beautiful part of life..

did yu stop to look at the moon yesterday? it was gorgeous. loved the swirl of colours circling it. it gave it a magical touch.

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/tobewithyou.mrbig.MP3

heh. aww. how sweet. how fun =) i tink i'll be watching the musical! haha. =P but kinda sad tdy.. =( mixed feelings..

its mid aut festival.. haha. kinda did celebrate it.. the lil lightedboat floating on the river eatin burgerking.. there were fireworks! but missed it. arghz. wanted to buy a lantern! but they were all so ugly.

boo. smiling at unknown pple =)

jus opp studying.

lil letters. my hair?!

=X

im not crazy.

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Monday, September 27, 2004

SwaY/bic.Runga.MP3

haha. yu know wad? i can blog freely again!!! =) i duno why too. haha.

I should be much to smart for thisYou know it gets the better of me

im hme now! and its like 345? haha. a normal 430 school day ended at 110. just liddat. omg. another wasted day at sch.. and the travelling really makes me tired.. hmz, i really really wonder wads up with me last night. i think i was stressed =X but u have to admit, that guy was an idiot. sigh. i dun feel like gg sch tml.. neither do i feel like doing so on wed or thu or fri!! no one's gg to school now!! everyone's ponning like crazy and the class is shrinking horribly!! haha. econs notes are in my locker.. so the 'girlfriends' go get it yaself if im not in sch yeah. and COME TO SCHOOL AND MAKE NOISE!! the klass is getting a lil quiet. heh. dunch u feel a little loved now? =X

My head is battling with my heartMy logic has been torn apart

i've always wanted to sit in the middle of the field and stare at that sky =) and wadever u say!! im not from iceland!! its damn fun being dere. so many things to do after THE exams..

okie. enuff crap now.. haha. i think i like my life. temptations are for u to overcome and grow stronger.. dun forget that silly girl.. than you'll grow stronger and stronger and happier with yourself too! right right. yes. haha. im talking to myself now. oh. i saw yix on my way hme!!! and i miss her! must catch up soon okie!

missin you/.

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I feel so wrong..

Don't stray

Don't ever go away

I should be much to smart for this

You know it gets the better

Of me sometimes

When you and I collide

I fall into an ocean of you

Pull me out in time

Don't let me drown

Let me down

I say its all because of you and here I go

Losing my control

I'm practising your name

So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right

To look you in the eye

And let all the things you mean to me

Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time

Tell you why I say its infinately true

Say you'll stay

Don't come and go

Like you do

Sway my way

Yeah I need to know

All about you

And there's no cure

And no way to be sure

Why everythings turned inside out

Instilling so much doubt

It makes me so tired

I feel so uninspired

My head is battling with my heart

My logic has been torn apart

And now It all turns sour

Come sweeten Every afternoon

Say you'll stay

Don't come and go

Like you do

Sway my way

Yeah I need to know

All about you

Say you'll stay

Don't come and go

Like you do

Sway my way

Yeah I need to know

All about you

Its all because of you

-sway

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 1:56 AM | (0) comments

okie. maybe im jus pissed off.. im SORRY if i scolded the wrong person or wrong thing. but wad are the chances of me gg wrong man. YUCKS. gross shit.

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i saw this idiot on the streets today.. obviously pda-ing with a phil maid or smth. or maybe HIS maid. spoiling his own family.. stupid guy, doesnt know better that YOU ARE SPOILING YOUR OWN FAMILY. SPOILING YOUR OWN FAMILY. AND SHE WASNT EVEN PRETTY! WAKE UP. WAKEEE UP. SHE WAS GROSSSS. wth. trying to seduce u and u know NUTS. IDIOT.

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Saturday, September 25, 2004

i dunwan the lil prints to cum and go..

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Thursday, September 23, 2004

Its thu today.. it was 7 days ago when it was just last thu =) yay.

Im happy..

Jinping’s happy..

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 4:54 PM | (0) comments

Yucks. Its how scary that so many people actually reads ya blog and u dun even know who are they! Haha. So all YOU people should jus leave me a comment!! You see the “comment” button! Yeah. Just click there! Hhaha. Comments make me happy la =)

Mojo ponned.. and when we met dhanes.. She was commenting how strange (now, I forgot the word she used..) we looked without mojo.. like as if we were missing some leg or hand.. heh. Not complete ya know =P our class is getting smaller.. din go sch yesterday.. but had loadsa fun!

People come when you least expect them too! And.. everyone leaves little footprints handprints on the people they met.. hmz. Its whether those cute lil prints stay..

Interesting fact: white slip jus evolved into g string.. hahaha. Hahahaha.. *innocent smile*

My hair’s bout to dry now.. I shall go take a nice comfi nap and start studying!! =)

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Ahhh!! Haha. I din study much at the airport tdy! Haha. Still 2 chapt of math behind what I planned and was SET on doing! And I heard lit lect was bORIng! 13 pple was in class! Teachers were nagging! And she din come again! Heh. We chose the right day not to go school right right.. Tmls a loooooonnnggg day.. that’s just so tempting! Heh.

ARE WE GOING PE?!?!?!?

Yeah. Celine Dion’s-that’s what it takes is nice..

Yawn.. yawn yawn. Promos are coming.. not a good time..

You're the bravest of hearts, you're the strongest of souls
You're my light in the dark, you're the place I call home
You can say it's all right, but I know that you're breaking up inside
I see it in your eyes
Even you face the night afraid and alone
That's why I'll be there
-that’s what it takes.

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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Oh. The redbomberman on my msn is cute. Heh. Shall post it here later =)

Soulmates are meant for each other.. I wonder when will I find mine.

Sheesh. That song’s still replaying itself. Haha. School was kinda a waste of time today.. the teachers are obviously more stress than us! =)

Desmond made me think.. again.. =(

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 7:10 PM | (0) comments

yeah. there's ju!! =)

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 6:57 PM | (0) comments

haha. thats me and mojo and sherm in the TS GIRLS TOILET.. hahha =) i wonder where ju was!!!

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Monday, September 20, 2004

thats me and sherm! we wanted to take a pic in her dad's car when SUDDENLY the car turned!! and *woah* she flew to me and i snapped a really nice happy pretty pic =)

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 9:39 PM | (0) comments

Haha, I think school was nice today.. I’m beginning to enjoy school more and more! =) dunwanna leave JC. aRghz..

That song’s still replaying on my speakers. haha.

I wanna find my Soulmate. Soulmates are different from good friends and best friends!
Soul mate: “One of two persons compatible with each other in disposition, point of view, or sensitivity.” Soulmates MORE than this. Im positive! Best friends laugh and cry and joke and sing and do ANITHING with you and u feel totally at ease with them! Soulmates smth more.. its like you feel completely, and I mean COMPLETELY at ease with them.. (wait, isn’t that the same as best friends?) haha. They are just DIFFERENT…Soulmates.. you can laugh.. you dun care if the winds messing up your hair.. Image no longer matters you see. you dun care bout nuts bout wads around. Hm. you enjoy talking and talking and talking non stop and even when u stop talking.. it doesn’t matter coz THAT silence tells loads.. You’ll know how she or he feels. And even if u dun (and this usually doesn’t happen), you’ll understand, you’ll be right there…just right there =)

Haha. Too bad I haven found my Soulmate… =( Soulmates ARE made for each other. Or are they not..

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Sunday, September 19, 2004

Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you, I just wouldn't have a clue
'Cos sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do, it's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it, 'cos you're here with me now
And one look at you baby, is all I'll ever need, it's all I'll ever need

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain
When I see you smile, baby, baby when I see you smile at me

Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright
So right

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh
I see it shining right thru the rain, yeah
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, oh yeah, baby when I see you smile, smile at me

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 11:11 PM | (0) comments

I cant believe I still have to plan the essay and do 2 drq before I sleep!! And its like almost 11!!! Promo’s… argh… I just found out how I escape from stress! Crying helps me escape from it.. but so far it hasn’t happened yet! =) And I dun wish for it to happen!

Its goanna be over soon! Haha. And soon, I’ll be a free girl! (even though there is pw and all other gross shit..) I’m going to pon sch one of these days.. My bro’s having his STUDY BREAK now.. oh ya, did I mention!! I bought him this 39 bucks aididas shirt for his bdae!!! Haha. What a nice sister =)

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 10:59 PM | (0) comments

Haha. They left my house at 230am last morning..

I like today.. today was fun! Haha. Though I din study nuts..

I like the stream stream thing too.. bout how the animal crossed over the palm.. how sweet =)

I liked the terminal! Taught me how to wait..

I liked the jacket.. heh. Soft and cozy..

=)

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Friday, September 17, 2004

Timeless origin

Haha. I finally know how to post.. Andrew’s right.. You can just quickly paste it in and click “publish post” =)

School yesterday was fine. I wonder if it was really just fine.. bored.. or an extreme coincidence.. ju and sherm didn’t come to school and mojo blue slipped…. So poor me was left with xintian.. heh. But school was fun yesterday.. esp since things were just so coincidental. =)

Promo’s are coming.. and I got to study HARD. Studying is one thing.. studying hard is the tough part.. canteen’s real noisey.. Wonder how u guys concentrate.. I love it when the sky slowly darkens.. and when the shades of pretty pink and blue tones appear in that sky.. that’s why I always run at that time.. it makes me happy.. guitars make me happy too. =)

I should learn how to spend sometime alone..

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Thursday, September 09, 2004

Yeah! I can blog!! And its not because I can REALLY blog, but because the "kind soul" Rais is helping me post this online! *smile*

I've been really happy these few days =) *Bigwidesmile*

Punkyinpink: they are ugly creatures!!

=) haha. Im proud of how I am now. And nothing any of you can do will make me less happy! Sadness isn’t my friend. Its not just happiness.I think its joy. I think I'm getting a glimpse how eternal life is. =)

And I'm not caring about silly dreams anymore. Haha. They are what I said they are.. Silly. Dun wish to turn back anymore. I’ve got a purpose waiting to be found out.

Tze: If u ever read this, I wanna spread my joy to u =) me and tian have got a letter for u =)

Mojo ju sherm!! And all u funky noisy girl(and guy?) gang in my class!! And all the pingpong and everyone else!! haha. Cant wait for school to reopen.. I used to be damn cynical bout the pple in RJ.. but hey, I've come to realize there are nice pple. And I mean nice.

To all the sad people like Desmond and Andrew who are missing *her*.. everyone has their sad days.. but life's too short to be sad.. God's there. Thanks for praying Des!

Happiness and laughter will conquer! And joy and love and all the nice feelings all arnd the big universe and circle my life. Heh. I think I'm high. Listen up okie. I'm going to be a happy girl.. I'm going to be happy through everything, even through sadness.. coz I'll conquer and coz I know I can overcome anything. Yeah. Anything.

I think I enjoyed my hols. =)

and oh, i've abandoned my eye candy =)

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