my life.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Whee! Got my scholarship.. Got the news last friday while I was on my way to AFS.. Van called me right after she got my call. So while she was screaming in the bus, I was jumping screaming around at Eunos interchange! So that means i'll be leaving for uk in 2 months time, and thats like damn freaking soon. I haven checked out the weather, haven confirmed the school nor the course, haven applied for accomodation, don't know what to pack, dont know what to bring.. Someone needs to help me.. I need to buy insurance, buy labtop, get my vitamins, buy winter clothes. Argh, the list just goes on.

I am elated. I am excited. But I'm sad as well. So many things i don't want to just leave behind. So many people i don't wish to bid farewell to. Don't want to be frienless over there and when i come back! rawh.

There are things that i'll miss. But i'll miss you more.

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

CAB is really nice. And hospitable! They send us out all the way to the MRT. They take care of us, offer us coffee and food early in the morning, bring us out to eat and sometimes even offer to pay. Somehow i just don't feel like leaving.

I wonder how people can stand working 5 days ( or 6 ) a week when i feel half alive on the fifth day itself.

Anyways, I am happy because I had BBQ yesterday. Happy because I bladed and Im improving. Happy because i tried fishing. ( or rather just casting) Happy because the skies cleared for me and the stars came out for me yesterday. Happy because I just dinner! Happy because i woke up on time.. Happy because i watched "I am Sam" and saw how deep a fathers love can go. Super touching movie.. Strongly recomended. It was about how a mentally disabled father tried to gain costody of his 7 year old child, and well, how he did it in the end.

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Friday, June 16, 2006

So i'll wait, and so I'll hope.

145sqn was today.. Aye. Inspiring would be a good word to use.

I don't wish to climb too high up a ladder coz Im afraid someone might just kick me down. No no, its unlikely someone will kick me down! But if that ever happens, I think i'll hurt so much i'll cry. I might just spraine my leg.. rawh I'll just climb up a little.. so if i ever do fall, it wouldnt be that painful.

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

They say it wasn't that bad. But they don't wish to commit. Neither do I.. because I don't wish to fall so hard. Rawh. Live your dream, not your life.

Went to CAB today and never did we expect a long walk into BHQ. It was like a loooong looooong walk, esp long since i was wearing my court shoes. That made us 15min late but luckily we met maj Bigmac and this other nice S1 lady who brought us to see HPAC. They are like so much more organized and i really like it at CAB. It feels at home =) Got to see the F50 and the runway! got to learn, see and absorb alot. Bigmac was nice and funny. He says fighters get deployed quite frequently.

Why cant i fit into the suitcase! rawh.

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I went out of the interview feeling like.. crap. I kinda said things that i shouldnt have, things like "I am less confident than i thought I am".. I kinda put down the people for being laid back. And they laughed. Because to him, they were in fact quite enthu about the whole exercise. Prepared for questions that never did come out. So really, its all up to God now. At least I said things i meant.

Please, do appreciate honesty will you.

The stress is gone. So the tension that the waiting brings has arrived.

..disappeared to Eastcoast to blade that evening. It felt like a nice lazy sat.

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

"And Na was so funny too. LOVE YOU TOO NA NA NA my Twin. (: aka Narmy, Nairforce (NEH-force) "

My ju is shoo super cute. We need affordable fun again soon! You al are leaving sher and I in Singapore. Well, least sher is gg =i have no idea where=. I cant even make it to redang.. and i don't know if my parents will let me go bagpacking. Oh pls do.

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Hope it goes on with me..

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Payday was ydae. Went shopping w kelvin and this sorta jus sums up where a third of it went to!

Time flies.

Sometimes, Time should just stop for me.

My final final final interview is tml and im kinda nervous about it cos it kinda determines how my life will be for at least the next 10 years? Things seem abit.. how should i put it? ..strange. Rawh. Oh well. Just let me trust and have faith that God has the pppeeerrffect plan.. just for me.

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Friday, June 09, 2006

preeettty bdae gifts. rawh. haven got a pic of my necklace yet!

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Before i go on updating about my life, let me jus rant bout what happened today.

Van and i came in at like 1pm.. because the exercise ended at bout 2am for us. We finsihed our brief by 1430, and because it was too early to leave, we had to stay till 5pm. Sometimes it isnt about staying late, its about doing things for the sake of doing things. you know, like a just for show issue. ... and so we slept/read book/basically rotted till 5.. So that ended our attachment. at least Ex SP was quite an eyeopener..

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Ahh. Its been another 98723482 days since i last blogged again. Shall try to do this more frequently =)

So major things that have passed are like my birthday.. eocd.. brunei.. and the TASC attachment..

this was taken on my birthday (AND JU"S BDAE!!) apparently mj scolds me on her blog but i cant seem to find those posts... hmm.

Finally 19!

They say i look like the pic im holding.

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