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Monday, November 22, 2004 haha. i juz confirmed my trip to Bali today.. and i'll be leaving tml.. ya. i know its SUDDEN.. din wanna go at first coz its with my aunt's family i'll be leaving with. but when she called and like told me all the darnn fun stuff she'll be doing.. i felt like getting away from everything here, and flying to that place where no one knows me to have fun.wah. juz think about it. i might be learning how to ride a motorbike.. gg for spa.. and like pamper myselff.. wahhaa. how shuang.. pretty earings and clothes awaits me.. =) heh. but i cant bear to leave somehow.. haha. =X blahz. its a pretty bad timing to leave coz of training and practises and frienlys and stuff.. than if i go.. than GES frienLy.. yix how? bLeah.. sorrryyyy laopo.. hmz.. shyt, i think i'll be missing yix bdae and maybe even andrew's bdae too. ya, wadever, its only a 7 day trip.. haha. but i'll be missing everyone and everything.. like everyone, ya, like u.
Friday, November 19, 2004 i dun nid words. i nid company..
Tuesday, November 16, 2004 i dun like such msges.. and i dun like it when i dunno wads running thru my mind.today was a nice day.. hahaha. gaming was o-k-i-e, except for the fact peiyi was laughing at my my gaming skills, so pro till i could trash him, well, as he puts it. haha. stress u know. damnnn stress to have those pro gamers STARING at MY computer and SLOW clicking movements. i mean, i was so SLOW till they couldnt help but TELL me what to do. like eh.. "build the graveyard... upgrade the... " wah wah wah!! stress u know frien. haha. i was like okieokie.. im trying im trying. pls dun stare, dun stare. than i went to expo alone.. wanted to visit the book fair but it ended already.. so i ended up walking the john little sale.. big it was.. but nth really caught my interest.. but it was not as if i had spare cash aniwae.. =) heh. i think i like reservoirs now.. i wanna learn how to throw stones!
Saturday, November 13, 2004 Saw smth amiss,And made a promise, So poem from Rais, To cheer the little miss! Dis idiot hor, Bodoh to the core, Big loser, Can't cheer her, So he try, Something sly, Bet with Nana, Treat her banana, If she stay, Happy by Monday, If I win, I'll stay in, Hougang dustbin, She still win! Still dun wan! Damn ma fan! Make me sad, Feel so bad, So all he can do, Is be someone who, She can turn to, When she's blue, I'm here for you, So trust me true, I'm with you through, Even in the loo! =D i want a christmas dinner! or maybe christmas party! with not alot of people coming.. dressing up, eating and having so much fun =) i dun like starless nights. but i'll always have the stars on the ceiling to accomany me!! =)
Thursday, November 11, 2004 i juz realized smth...u make more comments n decision...i will support u wholeheartedly too =) and its frienly tml.. im sian. ahz. ya lor. duno why everything//.
Tuesday, November 09, 2004 /trapt_echo.mp3im pissed la. why must adults be so skeptical. cant they just trust. aniwae, i juz said sorry to my mum. "sorry" reminds me of david's song though. i know why she doesnt allow la. but i really need to get away.. even if its alone. sick of this place.. of education la. sick of running about. sick of all that hassle in life. i can never argue with my mummy. i think i love her lots. love is like a game of poker.. someone's thy. Sometime between the time you say hello n the time you'll say goodbye I will understand why I live.
Sunday, November 07, 2004 /liangjingru_flyaway.mp3"trying to forget someone u love is like trying to remember someone u never met" read this off a frien's nick.. and thought how true it was.. except that trying to forget someone u love, or to a lesser extent someone you like, comes with so much more pain, hurt and even tears. trying to remember someone you never met is just like trying to remember a dream u had last night. agonizing maybe.. but less painful for sure.
Saturday, November 06, 2004 went out with people i din really know to watch mamamia. haha. the show was fantastic la. enjoyed it the theatre but i was really stoned when i went out. switched off =X guess the last time i felt like that was in the cab. the feeling sucks. then again, it wasnt t-h-a-t b-a-d in the cab.. today was worse.. but it isnt anyone's fault though. guess i wld have juz heck cared. hmz. =( reminded me of hof. on how heck care we all are when new pple enter our service. it isnt nice feeling left out.. its worse when u know u got friends there and yet u still dun feel at hme.i'll be nicer from now on. coz now i know how it feels to be not one of them.. and all u hof pple who comes to read my blog!! we must be nice to new comers alright.. kallang river rawks. =) the sun was cool tdy. pretty! im supposedly damn tired now. yup, i am tired and sleepy.. had a damn packed day today. no wait, it was yesterday coz i stayed up to do the freaking pw stuff that is rumoured to be SCRAPED next yr. why are we the try outs.. oh well. had training today! but jianhong and me had to like rush off to nj for some dpm talk on national security. it was o-k-l-a. i was sleepy, he was sleepy. but we both din sleep. haha. unlucky us even had to have the teabreak session with the minister. okie, fine, it wasnt exactly unlucky.. slacked arnd at nj for awhile to watch the frienly mtch.. rj against nj.. draw 1:1 normal time, won coz of penalties.. bLahz. and we had to walk this darrrnnn big round arnd rgps coz they closed the gate. eh. u dun close and lock the gate when there's a big event in ur sch. heh. the MOE cares about our security. they claim that every school has security guards and AT LEAST 12 cameras. look at rj man. but anywayy, i like a sch w/o security. =) but shyt, next yr's goanna be diff now. haha, out of point. i still wanna stone at the specs gall. yup! than jianhong and me took this suppperrr long bus ride to JURONG POINT. hello, i live in tampines. haha. but it wasnt without a gd cause. it was theody's bdaE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! quite sweet actaully. haha. =) so happy for u all. reached home at like 1230 and here i am wasting my time blogging.
Friday, November 05, 2004 who are YOU. what do YOU want. what will make YOU happy. what do YOU want in life. assuming you get what you want, lying on YOUR deathbed, will YOU be satisfied with yourself?you know why people think they aren't happy? coz they are too darn busy with work and all other nonsense stuff that dun matter at the end of the day. they pile themselves with things they hate. if thats the case, when will these people be happy? sadly, they'll nv be. life's too short for it to end this way.. you only got one life in the world. live it right. there isnt a second chance here. one day, i will.. i will, sit juz there, in the rain, infront of the sea, that wide blue stretch of endless breadth and think of what i really want. or perhaps i'll sit at the specs gal, maybe wid u, at my fav time of the day, lost in thts, with darkness slowly enveloping the campus.. and there i'll lie on the grnd thinking of how i passed this yr.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004 ehz. im not goanna let myself down again. i promise." dis song very true and applies alot when u're feeling useless.when u're feeling unworthy. " /whoAmI.mp3 Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean A vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love and watch me rise again Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea Would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me Not because of who I am ut because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean A vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours, I am Yours I am Yours Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear'Cause I am Yours I am Yours
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 des sent me all the way into my brain thinking about stuffs again. now it isnt bout like wadever but about other wadevers!! ya, i know it isnt fair. but it isnt fair to me if i go against what i want. i think i shall ask what you want.. okie..but other than that, i found smth to do. smth meaningful now.. yupyupyup! yay! haha. =) and im goanna work hard towards it. its goanna be gd. yep! i nid to shyt.. ciao. i know wad i want in life already.. but suddenly, all that seems so material. i wanna do things that'll help people.
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