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Thursday, December 09, 2004 so okie right. im back to this add now.."and there, they said bye.." eh shyt la. i fell yesterday.. outside cine.. damn pain la. and i bled.. gross lorz.. haha. than it was so pain that i cried.. and cried.. open wound la. i hope it doesnt get infected.. i also hope it doesnt heal with a scar. healing with a scar isnt healing at all. i can still run and play and hop and jump and sing and shout..most of it is normal, but still diff. im kinda crippled now.. the flesh is gone.. so part of me seems missing now.. yupp. but aniwae.. after i fell, i cont' to walk along the streets of orchard.. and at times, the pain of the wound just stings me so hard that i tear.. sheesh. than i stopped at the blue place and heard them sing. they are juz wonderful.. felt kinda conforted but when i tht of the past, i teared again. the pain's bearable.. but sometimes the more u bear it, the more hurt you'll feel. i bet u have never fell that way b4. i fell hard. "its when u lost it all, will u understand that they all matter." but aniwae, bali was damnnn damnn damn damn fun. heh. this is an understatement. more fun if u cut short all the waiting time. "i stepped out of the taxi. and i turned back.. i tht, things wun be the same. the walk on the bridge was the saddest one. " i had frienly today. i ought to play tabletennis coz i like it, and not coz of winning. next year's team is too strong.. good players will be getting bench. i love my raffles colour sweater thingy.. its a gift! haa. actually i think its more like i koped it, coz i havent returned it.. i hugged it to SAGE today in the bus. it was how comfi, keeping me warm from the cold. its goanna be my substitute for hugs! =) yay.
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