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Tuesday, August 03, 2004 this is for u.its amazing how my mood changes, just a-mazing. i can be like really sad and stone and tired and than cheerful and psyched up the next!! its SO sudden. too sudden for me. im tired of being like that, havng stuffs at the back of my head bugging me, nudging on my conscience to call, to urge me to get my life back on track. i wanna be happy and i will! coz i choose my path and i choose what kinda play i wanna act in! i wanna be in a happy one, full of joy and laughter.. i will call coz it shldnt be like that, nop, it shouldnt be this way. dun like it this waY. but why must it be me? that day, i think it was too harsh. or is it just me?? ya. maybe its me.. how im like.. i do put myself in the shoes too.. and ya, i'll prob just react de same way. i dunoe. ya, i mean i tht this wun happen again, that teaRs wun fall.. i tried to stop thinking but hey.. i realized you just dun stop thinking about something just coz u dun wish to think about it. sheesh, im rambling now and i guess only the people closest to me will understand. seriously, i dunno how to go on. like i duno? this has dragged much too long.. im tired. ya. honestly, simply. aRghz. dun feel like doing anithing.. no, i feel like sleeping..
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