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Sunday, August 01, 2004

Rain

I am lifting this off Xintian's and judith's blog.

Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one... IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
i wonder where did 18 go..
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies. (that's shortbread for me)
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you. 41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

i sat infront my my comp for 6h doing one chapter of Silas Marner. Thats really long. Maybe this only reflects my state of mind now - confused which explains why i took so long to figure my meagre handwriting, or stoned maybe. I'm kind of pissed with myself for like making my life so messy... Things could have been simplier... I wish the sky would rain now. i wish it would rain for me.

" Rain insulates sound and it makes me feel very muffled in my own world, thinking about my own things and just being alone for a while, in my mind at least. Thunderstorms make me feel a false sense of security and comfort because I am nice and cosy and warm under the shelter and even better, under my sweater/coat/jacket. The cold wind whips my face and teases my hair but I'll be warm under all those layers, just makes me feel so comforted. Not forgetting, it makes me sleepy, all bundled up like a baby" Copied this from judith's blog.

yeah. how i wish it would rain how.. how i wish that i could snuggle in my blanket and drift to my own world away incomfort from reality for awhile, at least for now, at least for awhile. i'll proberbly log off now, to bury myself in work, or perhapes a book.

nana - nana - ja ne- @ 2:30 PM |

Comments:
hey there! i happened to chance upon your blog, and im writing this note to you even though i don't know you. but what you're going through sounds like what im going through at this point in time right now..and i just wanted you to know you aint alone in this. :) i hope that you'll keep your chin up and be strong..you will make it through. *hugs* i really wish that things would get better for you soon..it sucks feeling like this, trust me i know. in the meantime, do take care of yourself. :)

--punky in pink
 
hey! thanks.. reading ya comment really made me feel better.. *big huGz* at least i know im not alone! =) u hang in there too! aniway, wads ya blog? its not always that someone who actually is going through wad iam going through now chances upon my blog ..
 
harlowssss again =D see i visit your site so many times i even remember your webby already *lol* ohh wells. didnt expect a reply from you though! just thought id lend you some support. :) you can find me at opendiary.com, my username's *bouncing.beans_ :) you can search for me there! i cant be of much help, but i think support's always greatly appreciated. =D in the meantime, have a great monday yahs.
 
i cant access ya blog!! and i dunno why! arGhz.. i shooooo wanna write whats happening now and tell u all bout it but u know how blogs are like read by everyone? =( i'll try again tml... meanwhile, i think my life is getting slightly better.. *Grinz* hope yours is too! a little support goes a long long way..
 
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